Don't let todays weakness ruin tomorrows dream.

I haven’t been here in a while, i’m sorry. I’ve been pretty busy with my life, with losing weight. I’m thinner. I’m finally thinner and i can see my bones. I love this feeling. I love to look my back in the mirror and notice more bones.

(sorry.. my english may suck)

@1 year ago

i need to be thin

I hate this all. I hate when i can’t control my hunger. I eat. I eat a lot and then i get fatter. That’s bad. I need to be thin. Just like my friends. Just like all the beautiful girls i see. I need to be skinny. I need my bones. I want to show my ribs and collarbones to the world. I want everyone to see how beautiful and thin i am.

I wanna feel like i’m alive again.

Only thing that keeps me happy and alive..

.. is my boyfriend. I just can’t imagine life without him. I love him. He loves me. We love each other more than anything in this world.

I hate my body. I just hate it.

@2 years ago

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love this.

@2 years ago

i wish i could be more like you

No food today, yet. Only coffee with milk. 15 calories or less. i need control. more control to be thin, skinny and beautiful.

i can’t feel my bones.

all i can feel is fat.. everywhere in my body.

@2 years ago